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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

\\*Dunearn Military Band--GOLD! [we made it!]*//

A good band makes good music at the same time has a very strong bonding towards everyone in the band. Although we got a gold for this yr syf central judging..i find that yihui was right. Our band's bonding are not strong enough to quailify for this gold, the music we play..does it bond from the hardwork together as a band? maybe some members in the band are quailified for this gold only..definity not me. i wasn bond to my section as well as the band. when they announce that we got a gold..i just felt happy and nth else..i didn felt that my hardwork pays off..coz i didn put in all my best effort..i feel that this gold doesn belongs to me afterall. But whatever it is..the whole band are happy with the results. Hope dmb will continue to work hard and get another gold for the next syf..hopefully both the bonding and the music are quailify for the whatever medal they get in yr 2007. Its time to concentrate on my studies and wish all my classmate luckz for the n level coming up.^-^

Freak out |11:45 PM|

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

\\*singapore conference hall-syf soundcheck.*//

hey~i am finally back to write another blog again!haha.well my laptop space bar spoilt and i had just recently download internet to my computer. that's why now i am back. haha. well last night the band went to the singapore conference hall for syf soundcheck. and halfway in the bus. i felt very sick. and the heat resulted tears filling up in my eyes. when reaching..i was crying(dont know becoz of what).the teachers took my temperature and found out that i had a high fever of 38+. but after a while. i was fine again. so i joined the band into the concert hall for soundcheck. was really sorry to cause so much trouble to the band and the teachers. but i really had a enjoyable night yesterday in singapore conference hall. the feeling of playing in the concert hall was so great. i had waited for about 1 yr playing in the concert hall since last yr we didn had our dunearnite band performance. after the soundcheck. when we reached our school at about 1130pm. it was quite late. and police car went petrolling ard as they went into our sch to check. ms ong asked everyone to go home. and she brought me home as i was not feeling well. i was very sorry to troubled her. now i was feeling much better then last night. i will take care as syf is just ard the corner. i hope the whole band will take care too as i can see that many ppl are falling sick. and i felt sorry for farhani as she hurt her lip and nose and she cant participate in the syf this year. but i know we wont waste her effort as i promised her that we will bring a gold back!

Freak out |5:23 PM|

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Friday, February 25, 2005

\\*i am backie~*//

woO~ so tired. but much more happier then be4. dun know becoz of what. forgetting a person can be so easy if your determination is strong enough. and now. i have done it! well? finally? haha~ shld celebrate? lol~ at least i am not doing the stupid thing tat i normally did last time and not making anyone feel annoyed anymore. juz being myself. feel what i feel. do what i wish. life is juz so free if you think freely. haa. crap~ dun know why suddenly everyone said tat dey had read my blog. feel kinda paisehz? lol~ aiyo. if u guys read my blog dun act dao leh. go tag me leh. haha..hm. now its getting abit too "early". yar definity. its 12.20am now. argh! i go slp le~

Freak out |12:13 AM|

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

\\*absend again.*//

2day morning woke up late then resulted me to be late for sch. this is my third time late if i went to sch 2day. and next week is my common test week. so i decided to save this last chance for my exam period in case i am late again. so. i am back home. haha. hm. was spending my whole morning doing homework that has not been done. now at least most of it was done. next week exam. totally not prepared at all. thought 2day is the day for me to revise and do finish whatever thingy that had not been done for so long. i hope i can get it all done by 2day. hm. tml got band practice. zzz. farhani was injured. heard that justin throw the chair at her on last week practices which i did not turn up. and now. she is having a broken leg. so whats now? problem after problem. wonder when will it come to an ending? was finally getting myself cleard of what is my goal. and what am i going to do. haiz. juz realise i had been wasting my time not studying for so long. lol. and now i am still wasting. zzz. hoho. n level is near and so is syf~ dont have confidence in this syf. lol~ milo ar milo. juz ran away 2day afternoon. we tried to catch him but he ran too fast. in the end milo go coffee shop find my papa. and my papa bring him home. haiz. milo ar milo. why go bite my kor until so jialat? if not we could have keep you as our favourite pet. but now. my kor dont like milo le. haiz. i oso dont know what to do. hm. one more impt thing. he is back from hospital le. hope that he will take care of himself. hm..so i gtg study my chinese le~

Freak out |10:15 PM|

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

\\*bad day.*//

haiz. receive a bad bad bad news. he go hospital becoz of accident. haiz. i shall not disturb him le ba. juz feel tat i am really a burden to him. i choose to leave him. choose to disappear in his life forever to exchange to make him more happy. this way. he wont be disturb by me every night beside for the morning call thingy i nid to ask him. i will juz be his alarm clock ba. tats all. maybe next time i saw him. he will be happier. i really hope so. i wish the gal he had been waiting for will ask him to stop smoking. this way. i think then he will really stop smoking ba. plz..give him the best. hm..well. hope he will soon be discharge from hospital and take care too. okie. tats all for 2nite.

Freak out |11:52 PM|

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

\\*was i wrong?*//

well. cant take back my $20 from my father. he said he got no money to return me. i was so fed up. den i said "why you everytime drag and drag and drag?" then he say after 2 days then return me. haiz. i doubt two days after will he really return me. i think the answer is no. coz i waited for many "2 days later" from him liao. and its still the same. when my father saw my so call "bu shuang" expression. then he ask what the hell i want. he said "starting to dislike me le huh? 2 days later return you cannot ar?" then i nth to say le. wth. really hate it. although $20 is rather a small amount. but. i dont know why i just want it back from him right away. just dont feel like lending him money. maybe i am a bad daughter. but. he will use my money to buy beers for himself. i really hate it. haiz. nvm. but at least he still bother to buy food for us to eat during dinner time. suan le ba. maybe i was wrong too. anyway. 2day got band. and still muz thanx for jing jing for morning call me early in the morning. if not i would have been late until very jialat again liao. but 2day i still late abit. haha. and jing jing late! zzz. she called me then she went back to slp den in the end she late. lol. she power ar. hm. cant believe it. 3 more practices left with mrs chua only. and 5 more weeks later is our syf! aiyo. jialat. hm..so after band 2day accompany jessica to sim lim square to buy her computer thingy. then after that we went shopping a while. then went to her hse put her computer thingy. then we go to lot1 take neo print. haha. rather waste money. but just for the fun of it. hope jess enjoyed herself 2day ba. hm. so think tats all about 2day le. *sian ar*

Freak out |8:38 PM|

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Friday, February 18, 2005

\\*exam coming soon in one week time. -.-*//

heyie. tired tired. haha. 2day not a bad day. but i started off with a bad morning of slacking-ness which causes me unable to wake up on time again. 2day got physics test. and i almost all questions dont know how to do. haha. die ar. ca1 exam coming in a week time. and i dont know anything. my chinese wb haven submit to my cher yet. think really die liao. haha. hm. 2day yu xian, christina, mazuin and chew mui come my house. hope they had a fun time. lol. den dey use my laptop den play the organ. rather sian oso. haha. but there is nth to do oso liao. dont know why i feel much better 2day. haha. at least much more happier than few days back. all thanx to my fren for cheering me up with the lame jokes. aiyo. really got to study hard liao. 2day just found out that my N level cost $328! so expensive. i think got to take fiancial form from cher liao. but oso can use GIRO. not sure my mum can use or not. haha. nvm ba. hm. so nth much abt 2day. and. be4 i realise. syf is coming!! oh ya! 2day is nyp band concert! yi hui is playing solo! gosh! wish her all the luck! i really wish to go for the concert. but. haiz. nvm ba. think next time ba. okie then. end here liao~ =P

Freak out |7:07 PM|

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